This Life and Art of Mine
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What About the House That Died in the Fire?
What about the house that died?
The what?
The one that died in the fire?
You mean that old burned-out shell of a building
Wedged into the middle of the block there?
Yeah, that one.
Don’t be silly! Houses don’t die.
Sure they do. They do all the time. This one did.
What do you mean?
Well, look at it. Can you really not see it?
See what?
The ghost that sits among the living, of course!
You say it’s just an abandoned building. Well,
Maybe it’s not.
Imagine the stories it would tell if
Only someone would stop to listen once in awhile.
But instead it sits here, falling apart from lack of love.
Can’t you hear its wailing and howling?
The house that lived here
Must have once been beautiful.
There! Do you see the remnants
Of red shingles on the roof?
Can you really not see it?
Surely you can't be that blind!
You look at it and see a heap of gray stone.
I look at it and see possibility:
Treasures buried in ashes, and secrets
Hidden in scorch marks.
Discoveries waiting to be discovered
By anyone who has the time to make them.
You see an unkempt lawn, brown and brittle;
This poor abode’s one, lonely companion.
And as the weeds and cattails grow taller,
The gray blocks and rotting eaves sag closer
To the earth, under the weight of decay.
I see a soul crying from its own dust.
Someone must have loved it once
And lived there...raised a child, perhaps.
Just imagine the family dinners once held
And the entrancing bedtime stories once shared.
Imagine how much history
Has settled on those blackened floorboards.
Perhaps a brood of siblings have played out the stories
Heard the night before in the yard.
Perhaps a pair of secret lovers have met through
That window there to run away for a night. Or maybe two.
Perhaps some old beloved grandfather has passed
On into the next life in there, unaware that this house would follow.
But still you just see ruins?
You’re as tasteless as every other too-busy
Passerby that’s passed it by.
Day by day, it looks grayly on
As the world averts its gaze, guiltily oblivious to
Its past, present, and potential.
Nobody takes even the time to sigh
As they take in the picture of lonely desolation
And breathe in the sooty scars
And rain-rotted past
Of this “burned-out shell.”
And so it continues its slow death.
I suppose in a way you are right.
As long as that house stands, it is not dead.
You could even say it’ll remain alive until the day
They knock it down. But until they knock it down,
It is dying. Well, I say it was dead from the moment
The flames first licked its plaster bedroom walls
Because no one’s thought to save it.
© Natalie Phister 2018
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